I miss you

Sometimes, I do regret for what I am, but we might have never known to each other then. We met, it was luck! We talked, it was chance! We became friends, it was destiny! We were friends, it is faith! We will always be friends it was a promise, I couldn’t keep it. So, I do regret what I did, rest of my life. My friendship with you was one of the best thing happened in my life and I screwed it up all, unintentionally. I always made mistakes and never tried to learn from them, perhaps created even more serious issues. I thought you would forgive me like the other times but this time I had crossed my limits and you punished me big times. I don’t blame you for that or for all other things. I accept it was my entire fault.
A relation is not how long you have been together, not give or take not how many times you talk to each other. It is all about how you value each other and I didn’t understand it. May be I am not worth of it or that don’t know how to keep the things going. But I never intended to hurt you and it’s just your happiness which matters me most even if it meant staying out of your life. Trust me, it still pains but I can’t do anything for it, I deserve it.
I do feel to rotate the time and rectify everything that distanced us. Nevertheless that’s not possible, I know. But I want you to forgive me one last time; I really do miss your presence in my life. Miss you, my just friend who is girl.